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Perempuan Gila

Memang!

ada suatu-suatu masa
lewat senja mahupun tika subuh masih muda
aku ini rasanya seperti gila
perempuan gila yang banyak bicara; banyak tanya; banyak cerita
perempuan gila yang menulis di mana-mana
perempuan gila yang bikin sajak sajak biasa
tiada siapa-siapa sudi baca
tiada siapa-siapa faham maknanya

ada suatu-suatu masa
tika matahari merah menyala mahupun malam gelap membuta
aku ini rasanya seperti gila
perempuan gila yang berbicara dengan jargon-jargon aneh lagi luar biasa
perempuan gila yang menjahilkan manusia dengan saba kata yang tiada makna
perempuan gila yang ke mana-mana bersama pena dan buku lakarnya
tiada siapa-siapa tahu
tiada siapa-siapa mahu

memang!
memang aku rasa gila
sajak-sajak cinta
sajak-sajak derita
sajak-sajak air mata
sajak-sajak kecewa

aku perempuan gila
yang sengaja bercerita melalui sajak-sajak buta
kerana aku tidak mengharap belas dari kamu manusia
biar. biar tiada siapa bisa tafsir sebarang makna
pada bait kata-kata
aku kunci semua rahsia.

"mata-mata kamu mentertawa akan si perempuan gila ini
namun dia tidak peduli
kerna bisik hati melalui puisi difahami oleh Yang Maha Mengerti."

Perempuan Gila
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22052009


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  1. oRenOctober 4, 2009 at 11:00 PM

    cantik susun kata, aku suka.

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  2. AnonymousOctober 5, 2009 at 5:43 PM

    Oh, terima kasih kerna suka pada bicara perempuan gila XD

    ReplyDelete

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