Honesty speaks its own language. When it's quiet, the absence is very present. .......... I do not want to ask. for I understand my intuition for I have right to trust my own judgement for if I did, it'd be an irrevocable question and no, I'm not in desperation nor making any speculation I have spies at the back of your door supplying me with evidences although this might mean a separation in which no heart would agree to be broken I would accept knee wounded but open handed for I had long submitted to the fate of human written in life and death's agreement. :: honesty is paid with honesty... and vice versa::